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Thursday, August 30, 2007


Ratatouille


Been reading Zee’s and shuyun’s blog and both of them had watched and said that Ratatouille is a very nice show. Seems like it’s a must watch movie. For those who know me, you should know that I don’t watch cartoons in cinema. I only watched 1 cartoon in cinema n that was Howl’s Moving Castle. I know I’m weird. My colleagues even said I no “Tong Nian” when I told them I don’t watch cartoons in cinema. Hahaha…. And worst of all, they are all at least 5yrs older than me.

However, I have a sudden urge to watch this cartoon. Actually saw its trailer in cinema few weeks ago. Found it quite interesting.

Hmmm…should I watch this movie??

12:25 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥


Tuesday, August 28, 2007


Dreams

I have not been sleeping well again. Been having dreams every night and I can remember clearly all the dreams I had. They were not those short dreams but long dreams which felt like an episode of a drama series. And to my surprise, every morning when I woke up, I don’t feel tired or sleepy at all. I don’t even feel like napping on the bus which I normally did on my way to work. Weird…

However, I started to feel giddy when I’m at work. (Right now I’m feeling giddy too) It’s been like this for 2 consecutive days. Really don’t know what’s wrong with me.

There are things bothering me but I don’t know what’s bothering me. (I know I’m being contradictive) I can’t let these things go on coz it had started to affect my work performance. I can’t concentrate and keep forgetting things that I had to do. I can’t control my emotions too. I get flared up with small matters. My AM starts to get impatient with me coz she can tell that something is bothering me but I told her nothing coz I myself don’t know what’s bothering me.

Why am I behaving like this?? What’s wrong with me??

11:09 AM, ♥Ting Ting♥


Monday, August 27, 2007


First Movie by Myself

It never really occurred to me that there will be one day that I will watch a movie by myself at the cinema. It happened last Saturday. I watched Secret myself.

The feeling of watching a movie alone was not as bad as I thought. Although I felt abit weird coz the boy sitting beside me keep looking at me, on the whole, it was still a nice experience. I know most people had watched the movie, so no point talking about the storyline or what so ever. I really liked the storyline. However, I felt really down n sad after the show. I don’t know why but have been having this kind of feeling quite often recently. Maybe coz things have not been going on well for me for the past week, that’s why.

Nowadays, I also find it harder to express myself. I don’t know how to express out my feelings. I don’t know how to let him know how I really feel. Or perhaps it was because I can’t let him know how I exactly felt. I really don’t know. I feel lost. Tears will start flowing down by themselves. He asked me why I suddenly cry. Why am I feeling sad? I just don’t know how to answer him.

Sometimes, I really feel that there is nobody I can talk to. Nobody really understands me. Or maybe I don’t understand my own self. I’m confused with my own feelings.

Been sick and until now I have not fully recover yet. Result sucks too. And I can’t get into the class that I need to go to coz the class is already full. Really down with my luck.

However, I won’t let all these things push me down coz I believe this year will be a better year for me after what had happened last year. I also managed to get into the class I want with another school. There are always alternatives. You will just have to look for it yourself.


I will be strong. It’s just that there were times where I really feel weak and fragile and I really wished there is someone I can lean to….

5:12 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥


Thursday, August 23, 2007


I Need a HUG!!!

I feel so weak...so fragile now...
I need a hug...
I need someone to hold me in his/her arms now...
Just for awhile will do....
I just need a rest...



But there is nobody..........

3:13 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥


Wednesday, August 22, 2007


Depressed AND Despaired

Issit me that i can't really perform??
Or am I too lazy n did not work hard enough??
Results are the same again....
It really demoralized me alot...
I feel so useless...Seeing pple finishing, seeing others catching up...
Why am i still stuck at there??
When can i move forward??
With all the money and time spent...
Issit really worth it??
But if i stop now, i really wasted my effort earlier...

Can't even talk to my parents...they won't understand...they have high expectation on me...
Although i'm not taking any single dollar from them for it...
They will still find me useless...
Sometimes i can't even breath...I need money...but i never ask from them...
They dun understand at all...they will jus assume i spent too much...they will jus say i always waste money for not working hard enough for it...
But the true is i dun earn much...

What can I do??

1:40 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥


Tuesday, August 21, 2007


Sick....

I'm sick...officially pronouced sick coz i finally took a mc this afternoon...
The doc even asked me why i did not go c him earlier??
I had lost my voice since saturday n its getting worse...
Now my nose is also giving me problem...
However, my cough is much better today...hope it won't give me problem later coz i only start coughing every nite after 8pm+...
Weird isn't it? I always got nite coughing...

The doc gave me more med this time...
Even tablets for my coughing n 2 types of tablets for my block nose...
He also asked me if i need a mc for tml...
I told i think i'm ok...i dun wanna take too many mc if not it will affect my variable bonus again...(my company's damn HR policy...Sucks!!!)
So the doc was very kind enough, he told me if i still feel really sick tml, jus gave him a call n he will issue a mc for me...Dun need to go c him again...
Very nice doc rite....hehe =)


Have to go help my mum to fold "jin yin zi" for the praying of 7th mth tis weekend le...
Hope i get well soon...

8:30 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥


Monday, August 20, 2007


NANA

Yesterday was a nice day to slack at home due to the weather...
Borrowed Harry Potter from CH, played with little krystal(my baobei) and watched NANA...

Wanted to talk abt NANA coz it was a great movie...
Really liked the story and some of scences makes me remember my sad memories...
And of course i cried...(i'm a cry baby, remember?)
I feel that every gers will like this show...muz watch...

Here are some of the pics n the storyline:




*Story*

nana Komatsu (Aoi Miyazaki) journeys to Tokyo to be with her boyfriend. A stroke of luck finds her sitting on the train next to NANA Osaki (Mika Nakashima), a budding rock vocalist. Although they part at Tokyo Station, their paths cross once more as they compete for the same apartment. They decide to move in together and despite their differences, introspective NANA and outgoing nana become firm friends. NANA finds a new bassist and reforms her old band, Black Stones. Unfortunately, nana finds that the course of true love does not always run smoothly. nana receives some good news, however, when she wins a pair of tickets to see her favorite band, the hit sensation TRAPNEST, in concert and invites NANA along. NANA has reservations about seeing the band play live and it is now that nana discovers the secrets of her friend's past - NANA's unresolved feelings towards TRAPNEST's guitarist, Ren, her ex-boyfriend and ex-BLACK STONES bassist. The curtain goes up on the TRAPNEST concert and Ren steps onto the stage. NANA sits below in the front row of the audience. Her eyes fill with tears as memories come flooding back. Will NANA and Ren be reunited...?

I managed to finish NANA1 but only watched the first few parts of NANA2 coz i was really tired until i can hardly open my eyes...
However, some of the character in NANA1 changed artist in NANA2...
I preferred those artisits starred in NANA1...abit disappointed...
Will continue my NANA2 tonite...hehe...
Anybody have the comics?? Can lend me??

Got to get back to work...will blog again when i finished NANA2 tonite if i have time...

2:27 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥




Gowns, Sentosa & Rush Hour 3 18/08/07

Woke up ard 10am and after breakfast at veron's hse, we went down to select the gowns...
We each managed to find the design we like...
Sandy(veron's actual day make-up artist) took our measurement n we will be able to collect the gowns in ard 6weeks time...


My gown

Vreniz's gown

Veron's gown (but in Champange colour)


After that, i rushed down to sentosa coz i'm working as a game master with Apple, zee, meiqun, xinwen, jianhao(his lobang) & teck heng...
Have to reach there by 1pm but i was late coz i only managed to left sandy's place ard 1230pm n i can't get a cab coz it was drizzling...
By the time i got to sentosa, its was already 130pm and i have no time for lunch...
Luckily the event have not started due to the rain...hehe

Worked until 8+ and i think i was going to faint of hunger...
I was sick n the squading up n down to pick up the balls make me really giddy...
Luckily the whole thing finally ended...
We proceeded to vivo to have dinner at thai express...(ya...i noe i'm sick but i jus dun care...i'm really hungry...)
Jianhao n teck heng did not join us for dinner...
The food we ordered were really nice...(er...but dunno issit due to we r very very hungry...haha)
However, was abit disappointed with the Tom Yum soup...
Nevertheless...it was a good dinner...

After dinner, shared cab with apple n xinwen coz i hav to reach je mrt by 1030pm...
Haiz...took a cab again...these few days hav been cabbing alot...think most of my money gone to cab fare this mth... =(

By the time i reach je mrt was already 1045pm...but CH not there yet...(always late although his driving...)
He finally arrived 5mins later...
We picked up WQ n headed to PS to catech our 12am Rush Hour 3...
It was a good show...quite worth it with the actions, funny scences and jokes...



After that we went to bukit timah to have supper...
Drank hot horlick coz i was coughing none stop...
Sianz...the med the doc give was not effective at all....

Finally reached home ard 3am+...
Went to bed straight after washing my face...was to tired to shower...
Such a long day....

1:55 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥




Gals Nite Out 17/08/07






Last friday was our gals nite out...
Went to Dragonfly with meiyan, veron & vreniz...
The place was packed as usual...
We also met guanxiong, ken & sotong (our ex-jss sch mates) there... =)
And thanks to Sam(meyan's fren), guanxiong, ken & sotong...we managed to finish our bottle...haha

I din really drink tat nite coz i was actually sick...
Have been coughing every nite since last wednesday...
See the doc on friday n he wanted to give me mc coz he said i was having slight fever...
I rejected him as it was already 2+ in the afternoon...No point taking mc lah...

We left quite early tat nite coz need to wake up early n meiyan still hav to work next day...
Me & vreniz went to stay over at veron's hse...
We played majong with eugene(veron's husband) before heading to bed...

Had a great majong session coz i'm the big winner...lolx...
I won $26...hehe...my majong luck is back...


1:32 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥


Wednesday, August 15, 2007


Yuhua Pri 1995 6C Gathering

Had dinner with my pri sch classmates last friday at Miss Clarity Cafe...
I have not seen most of them for 10+ yrs...
It's really amazing that i had the chance to get in contact with them again...
As i had lost in contact with them since after secondary sch...
All thanks to David...if not for him, i would not have the chance to see them again...

I think its fate for me n David to meet again...to let me have the chance to reunite with the rest of my pri sch classmates...
The last time i saw him was during poly days...
Its really "Qiao" that David's office is just above mine...
Saw him a few times at the lift lobby but i did not call him coz i'm afraid that he won't recognise me...hehe
But "Heng arh" , he browsed my friendster n saw my company's name n msg me...

Really happy to see everybody that day...
However, they said i changed the most...
Some can't even recognise me...(Er...i really change alot meh??)

Went Chinatown Party World after dinner...
Some of them left but Ben joined us there...
I also found out that Jinglun is a superb singer...haha
He sings really well...




Me & Shihan

Jinglun, Wenyao & me

Jinglun, Eileen & me

Mingbao, xiuli & Alvin

Shihan, David & Vivien

Eileen & Mingbao

Ben & Zack


8:58 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥


Monday, August 13, 2007


Sentosa 110807

Ya...as mentioned, i was at sentosa on 110807 again...haha
This time, i was there with my colleagues...
Was actually late that day coz i over slept...
(Surprised rite...i hardly over slept de...but coz i only slp ard 4am...tat's y...)
Took skyride and played LUGE...
Skyride was not as scary as the first time when i took it at nite...
LUGE was really fun...played twice this time...
We also bought the pics taken during the skyride n LUGE...


Me, Alicia & Yong


Fiona's son & Husband (notice us behind??)
The Fu Lu Shou (Whahaha....)

After that we went cycling....Alicia also teached me how to blade...Although had a few falls and got some brusies, but its was fun...Definitly will blade again...lolx...However, got migraine attack while i'm showering n preparing to go home...(Due to not enough slp n long hrs under the sun...) The pain was as bad as usual and i vomitted...Took a cab home with Alicia...she was damn worried...(thanx for ur concern ger, i'm alright...) Went to slp as soon as i reached home...Din even bother to change...Slept from 6+ till 11+...woke up coz i was feeling really hungry...haha

Overall, it was a great day at sentosa...(minus the migraine attack...)


2:20 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥




Beautiful Girls

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to spit some game
Asking me girl what ya name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiousity
Got ya knees weak
I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my cue to go
So I hit the doorI let you cry
With your mind is still running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know your only mineI
f you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have past
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be suprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We're only gonna do your dirt (cos I'll have)
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over

11:43 AM, ♥Ting Ting♥


Sunday, August 12, 2007


Happy 42nd Birthday Singapore!!!

Haha...I know i'm quite late...
But have been really busy these few days...
Went sentosa with my sec 2/2 frens on National Day...
Then meet my pri sch classmates for dinner n ktv on friday...
And yesterday, I went sentosa again with my company...lolx...

Took alot of pics at sentosa on National Day...hehe
Think this will be my longest post so far with lots n lots of pics...
Enjoy the pics... =D


Sentosa 090807



Here goes our 10 连拍:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Then there were some funny shots...







And we took lots n lots of jumping shots...

























After our exciting heart attack game...
We climbed onto the rocks...haha...




Its sparkles time after having dinner at Sakae Sushi...





Finally, last stop of the day...
The beautiful open space near beach station...
I really loved the colourful lightings on the floor...
Everytime the colour of the lights will change...









Really enjoyed my day with them...
Had lots n lots of fun...
When r we going sentosa again?? lolx....

Btw, will post pics of my pri sch gathering and my company sentosa trip asap when i get the pics... =)

7:35 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥


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