Disappointment, Angry, Sad....
This is how I felt yesterday after receiving my new contract...
I can't disclose how much they are offering me but the pay really SUCKS!!!
I really start to wonder how much do I really worth??
I'm really really disappointed and these few days I have been very emo...
My eyes started to become watery and I felt like crying but I can't coz I'm in my office.
I told myself that there is no point crying and i managed to hold back my tears...
However, I still cried last nite when everybody has left the office...
Yes...I'm the last one to leave office again coz I have to clear my work before I can enjoy my holiday at Krabi this weekend...
Apple called me when I'm still in the office...
I told her everything and disappointment, anger and saddness hit me again...
I started crying...(ya...I noe that i'm a cry baby and I admit tat I'm a cry baby)
But I really feel better after crying... =)
Today, I have yet to sign my new contract.
I noe I have to sign it and I will sign it...
I really have to think clearly whether I should leave this comfortable place...(but pay really SUCKS!)
Or should I stay on to my current company(getting low pay but moderate workload n nice environment) to finish my studies first??
I really have to think carefully...
Guess I will leave these questions aside and enjoy my holiday first...
I really need a break....
Can't wait for Friday to come...
Decided to post the lyrics of the song on my blog now:
那年夏天宁静的海
那时我们天天在一起
太幸福都不需要距离
很贪心 要全世界注意
只是太年轻 快乐和伤心
都像在演戏 一碰就惊天动地
今天看你 昨天的你去了哪裡
*那年夏天我和你都在
这一大片寧静的海
直到后来我们都还在
对这个世界充满期待
今年冬天你已经不在
我的心空出了一块
很高兴遇见你
让我终究明白
回忆 你就是精采*
还记得一起努力
还有那些一言為定
现在我就到过去
始终随兴 虽然好不容易
我期待未来