01 愛不疚 Ai Bu Jiu - 林峰 Raymond Lam (Lin Feng)

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Monday, August 27, 2007


First Movie by Myself

It never really occurred to me that there will be one day that I will watch a movie by myself at the cinema. It happened last Saturday. I watched Secret myself.

The feeling of watching a movie alone was not as bad as I thought. Although I felt abit weird coz the boy sitting beside me keep looking at me, on the whole, it was still a nice experience. I know most people had watched the movie, so no point talking about the storyline or what so ever. I really liked the storyline. However, I felt really down n sad after the show. I don’t know why but have been having this kind of feeling quite often recently. Maybe coz things have not been going on well for me for the past week, that’s why.

Nowadays, I also find it harder to express myself. I don’t know how to express out my feelings. I don’t know how to let him know how I really feel. Or perhaps it was because I can’t let him know how I exactly felt. I really don’t know. I feel lost. Tears will start flowing down by themselves. He asked me why I suddenly cry. Why am I feeling sad? I just don’t know how to answer him.

Sometimes, I really feel that there is nobody I can talk to. Nobody really understands me. Or maybe I don’t understand my own self. I’m confused with my own feelings.

Been sick and until now I have not fully recover yet. Result sucks too. And I can’t get into the class that I need to go to coz the class is already full. Really down with my luck.

However, I won’t let all these things push me down coz I believe this year will be a better year for me after what had happened last year. I also managed to get into the class I want with another school. There are always alternatives. You will just have to look for it yourself.


I will be strong. It’s just that there were times where I really feel weak and fragile and I really wished there is someone I can lean to….

5:12 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥


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