Thursday, August 30, 2007
Ratatouille
Been reading Zee’s and shuyun’s blog and both of them had watched and said that Ratatouille is a very nice show. Seems like it’s a must watch movie. For those who know me, you should know that I don’t watch cartoons in cinema. I only watched 1 cartoon in cinema n that was Howl’s Moving Castle. I know I’m weird. My colleagues even said I no “Tong Nian” when I told them I don’t watch cartoons in cinema. Hahaha…. And worst of all, they are all at least 5yrs older than me.
However, I have a sudden urge to watch this cartoon. Actually saw its trailer in cinema few weeks ago. Found it quite interesting.
Hmmm…should I watch this movie??
12:25 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
Dreams
I have not been sleeping well again. Been having dreams every night and I can remember clearly all the dreams I had. They were not those short dreams but long dreams which felt like an episode of a drama series. And to my surprise, every morning when I woke up, I don’t feel tired or sleepy at all. I don’t even feel like napping on the bus which I normally did on my way to work. Weird…
However, I started to feel giddy when I’m at work. (Right now I’m feeling giddy too) It’s been like this for 2 consecutive days. Really don’t know what’s wrong with me.
There are things bothering me but I don’t know what’s bothering me. (I know I’m being contradictive) I can’t let these things go on coz it had started to affect my work performance. I can’t concentrate and keep forgetting things that I had to do. I can’t control my emotions too. I get flared up with small matters. My AM starts to get impatient with me coz she can tell that something is bothering me but I told her nothing coz I myself don’t know what’s bothering me.
Why am I behaving like this?? What’s wrong with me??
11:09 AM, ♥Ting Ting♥
First Movie by Myself
It never really occurred to me that there will be one day that I will watch a movie by myself at the cinema. It happened last Saturday. I watched Secret myself.
The feeling of watching a movie alone was not as bad as I thought. Although I felt abit weird coz the boy sitting beside me keep looking at me, on the whole, it was still a nice experience. I know most people had watched the movie, so no point talking about the storyline or what so ever. I really liked the storyline. However, I felt really down n sad after the show. I don’t know why but have been having this kind of feeling quite often recently. Maybe coz things have not been going on well for me for the past week, that’s why.
Nowadays, I also find it harder to express myself. I don’t know how to express out my feelings. I don’t know how to let him know how I really feel. Or perhaps it was because I can’t let him know how I exactly felt. I really don’t know. I feel lost. Tears will start flowing down by themselves. He asked me why I suddenly cry. Why am I feeling sad? I just don’t know how to answer him.
Sometimes, I really feel that there is nobody I can talk to. Nobody really understands me. Or maybe I don’t understand my own self. I’m confused with my own feelings.
Been sick and until now I have not fully recover yet. Result sucks too. And I can’t get into the class that I need to go to coz the class is already full. Really down with my luck.
However, I won’t let all these things push me down coz I believe this year will be a better year for me after what had happened last year. I also managed to get into the class I want with another school. There are always alternatives. You will just have to look for it yourself.I will be strong. It’s just that there were times where I really feel weak and fragile and I really wished there is someone I can lean to….
5:12 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
Thursday, August 23, 2007
I Need a HUG!!!
I feel so weak...so fragile now...
I need a hug...
I need someone to hold me in his/her arms now...
Just for awhile will do....
I just need a rest...
But there is nobody..........
3:13 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Depressed AND Despaired
Issit me that i can't really perform??
Or am I too lazy n did not work hard enough??
Results are the same again....
It really demoralized me alot...
I feel so useless...Seeing pple finishing, seeing others catching up...
Why am i still stuck at there??
When can i move forward??
With all the money and time spent...
Issit really worth it??
But if i stop now, i really wasted my effort earlier...
Can't even talk to my parents...they won't understand...they have high expectation on me...
Although i'm not taking any single dollar from them for it...
They will still find me useless...
Sometimes i can't even breath...I need money...but i never ask from them...
They dun understand at all...they will jus assume i spent too much...they will jus say i always waste money for not working hard enough for it...
But the true is i dun earn much...
What can I do??1:40 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
Sick....I'm sick...officially pronouced sick coz i finally took a mc this afternoon...The doc even asked me why i did not go c him earlier??I had lost my voice since saturday n its getting worse...Now my nose is also giving me problem...However, my cough is much better today...hope it won't give me problem later coz i only start coughing every nite after 8pm+...Weird isn't it? I always got nite coughing...The doc gave me more med this time...Even tablets for my coughing n 2 types of tablets for my block nose...He also asked me if i need a mc for tml...I told i think i'm ok...i dun wanna take too many mc if not it will affect my variable bonus again...(my company's damn HR policy...Sucks!!!)So the doc was very kind enough, he told me if i still feel really sick tml, jus gave him a call n he will issue a mc for me...Dun need to go c him again...Very nice doc rite....hehe =)
Have to go help my mum to fold "jin yin zi" for the praying of 7th mth tis weekend le...Hope i get well soon...
8:30 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
NANAYesterday was a nice day to slack at home due to the weather...Borrowed Harry Potter from CH, played with little krystal(my baobei) and watched NANA...Wanted to talk abt NANA coz it was a great movie...Really liked the story and some of scences makes me remember my sad memories...And of course i cried...(i'm a cry baby, remember?)I feel that every gers will like this show...muz watch...Here are some of the pics n the storyline:
*Story*nana Komatsu (Aoi Miyazaki) journeys to Tokyo to be with her boyfriend. A stroke of luck finds her sitting on the train next to NANA Osaki (Mika Nakashima), a budding rock vocalist. Although they part at Tokyo Station, their paths cross once more as they compete for the same apartment. They decide to move in together and despite their differences, introspective NANA and outgoing nana become firm friends. NANA finds a new bassist and reforms her old band, Black Stones. Unfortunately, nana finds that the course of true love does not always run smoothly. nana receives some good news, however, when she wins a pair of tickets to see her favorite band, the hit sensation TRAPNEST, in concert and invites NANA along. NANA has reservations about seeing the band play live and it is now that nana discovers the secrets of her friend's past - NANA's unresolved feelings towards TRAPNEST's guitarist, Ren, her ex-boyfriend and ex-BLACK STONES bassist. The curtain goes up on the TRAPNEST concert and Ren steps onto the stage. NANA sits below in the front row of the audience. Her eyes fill with tears as memories come flooding back. Will NANA and Ren be reunited...?I managed to finish NANA1 but only watched the first few parts of NANA2 coz i was really tired until i can hardly open my eyes...However, some of the character in NANA1 changed artist in NANA2...I preferred those artisits starred in NANA1...abit disappointed...Will continue my NANA2 tonite...hehe...Anybody have the comics?? Can lend me??Got to get back to work...will blog again when i finished NANA2 tonite if i have time...
2:27 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
Gowns, Sentosa & Rush Hour 3 18/08/07
Woke up ard 10am and after breakfast at veron's hse, we went down to select the gowns...
We each managed to find the design we like...
Sandy(veron's actual day make-up artist) took our measurement n we will be able to collect the gowns in ard 6weeks time...
My gown
Vreniz's gown
Veron's gown (but in Champange colour)
After that, i rushed down to sentosa coz i'm working as a game master with Apple, zee, meiqun, xinwen, jianhao(his lobang) & teck heng...
Have to reach there by 1pm but i was late coz i only managed to left sandy's place ard 1230pm n i can't get a cab coz it was drizzling...
By the time i got to sentosa, its was already 130pm and i have no time for lunch...
Luckily the event have not started due to the rain...hehe
Worked until 8+ and i think i was going to faint of hunger...
I was sick n the squading up n down to pick up the balls make me really giddy...
Luckily the whole thing finally ended...
We proceeded to vivo to have dinner at thai express...(ya...i noe i'm sick but i jus dun care...i'm really hungry...)
Jianhao n teck heng did not join us for dinner...
The food we ordered were really nice...(er...but dunno issit due to we r very very hungry...haha)
However, was abit disappointed with the Tom Yum soup...
Nevertheless...it was a good dinner...
After dinner, shared cab with apple n xinwen coz i hav to reach je mrt by 1030pm...
Haiz...took a cab again...these few days hav been cabbing alot...think most of my money gone to cab fare this mth... =(
By the time i reach je mrt was already 1045pm...but CH not there yet...(always late although his driving...)
He finally arrived 5mins later...
We picked up WQ n headed to PS to catech our 12am Rush Hour 3...
It was a good show...quite worth it with the actions, funny scences and jokes...
After that we went to bukit timah to have supper...Drank hot horlick coz i was coughing none stop...Sianz...the med the doc give was not effective at all....Finally reached home ard 3am+...Went to bed straight after washing my face...was to tired to shower...Such a long day....1:55 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
Gals Nite Out 17/08/07
Last friday was our gals nite out...
Went to Dragonfly with meiyan, veron & vreniz...
The place was packed as usual...
We also met guanxiong, ken & sotong (our ex-jss sch mates) there... =)
And thanks to Sam(meyan's fren), guanxiong, ken & sotong...we managed to finish our bottle...haha
I din really drink tat nite coz i was actually sick...
Have been coughing every nite since last wednesday...
See the doc on friday n he wanted to give me mc coz he said i was having slight fever...
I rejected him as it was already 2+ in the afternoon...No point taking mc lah...
We left quite early tat nite coz need to wake up early n meiyan still hav to work next day...
Me & vreniz went to stay over at veron's hse...
We played majong with eugene(veron's husband) before heading to bed...
Had a great majong session coz i'm the big winner...lolx...
I won $26...hehe...my majong luck is back...
1:32 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
8:58 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
Sentosa 110807Ya...as mentioned, i was at sentosa on 110807 again...hahaThis time, i was there with my colleagues...Was actually late that day coz i over slept...(Surprised rite...i hardly over slept de...but coz i only slp ard 4am...tat's y...)Took skyride and played LUGE...Skyride was not as scary as the first time when i took it at nite...LUGE was really fun...played twice this time...We also bought the pics taken during the skyride n LUGE...
Me, Alicia & Yong
Fiona's son & Husband (notice us behind??)
The Fu Lu Shou (Whahaha....)
After that we went cycling....Alicia also teached me how to blade...Although had a few falls and got some brusies, but its was fun...Definitly will blade again...lolx...However, got migraine attack while i'm showering n preparing to go home...(Due to not enough slp n long hrs under the sun...) The pain was as bad as usual and i vomitted...Took a cab home with Alicia...she was damn worried...(thanx for ur concern ger, i'm alright...) Went to slp as soon as i reached home...Din even bother to change...Slept from 6+ till 11+...woke up coz i was feeling really hungry...haha
Overall, it was a great day at sentosa...(minus the migraine attack...)
2:20 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
Beautiful GirlsI'm way too cool for ya boyThat's why it'll never workI'll have you suicidal, suicidalWhen I say it's overDamn all these beautiful girlsWe're only gonna do your dirtWe'll have you suicidal, suicidalWhen I say it's overYeah yeahI remember whenI was hanging with my friendsThat's when I caught your eyeYou thought that I was flyRight then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)You try to spit some gameAsking me girl what ya nameAll that ice upon ya chainSo I asked you the sameSomething tells me that we have fun together (fun together)I ain't easy to findI'm a one of a kindOh when I dutty wineI know your only mineTonight is yoursTomorrow is for another guy (another guy)I'm way too cool for ya boyThat's why it'll never workI'll have you suicidal, suicidalWhen I say it's overDamn all these beautiful girlsWe're only gonna do your dirtWe'll have you suicidal, suicidalWhen I say it's overYou've been calling meLeaving messages all weekWas your curiousityGot ya knees weakI'm not looking for a manSo I don't want no confusion (no confusion)I took ya to the floorGot ya begging me for moreBut that was my cue to goSo I hit the doorI let you cryWith your mind is still running wild (running wild)I ain't easy to findI'm a one of a kindOh when I dutty wineI know your only mineIf you stick aroundBe careful not to fall in love (fall in love)I'm way too cool for ya boyThat's why it'll never workI'll have you suicidal, suicidalWhen I say it's overDamn all these beautiful girlsWe're only gonna do your dirtWe'll have you suicidal, suicidalWhen I say it's overNow a couple months have pastNever thought that this would lastOh everybody askedHow ya got a girl like thatBut you should've knownThat nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)I mashed up ya mindWhen I tell you liesBut boy don't be suprisedThat I'm seeing other guysI'm too young to settleAnd you should've known better (known better)Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)We're only gonna do your dirt (cos I'll have)You'll have me suicidal, suicidalWhen you say it's over
11:43 AM, ♥Ting Ting♥
7:35 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥
What can I do??
My gown
Me & Shihan
Jinglun, Wenyao & me
Jinglun, Eileen & me
Mingbao, xiuli & Alvin
Shihan, David & Vivien
Eileen & Mingbao
Ben & Zack
Me, Alicia & Yong
Fiona's son & Husband (notice us behind??)
The Fu Lu Shou (Whahaha....)
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