01 愛不疚 Ai Bu Jiu - 林峰 Raymond Lam (Lin Feng)

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Sunday, May 20, 2007


My Stress Level UP UP UP...

Been really emo and eating alot recently...
I can feel my stress level going up as exams are getting nearer and nearer...
Even my boss also said that i am stress coz i REALLY ATE ALOT....

Think she had not seen me eating so much since i lost weight...haha


Today went to my last 2 revision lessons...

Glad that i did sign up for the revision lessons...
Although its damn expensive for jus 6 lessons, but its worth it... =D

Oh...actually i wanted to talk abt an incident happened yesterday...

Someone at my neighbouring block wanted to commit suicide...

Lots of civil defence pple came and even an ambulance...

Luckily they managed to persuade the person down n he was taken by the police...

I wandered how much courage a person took to jump down from a building...
Maybe even how much courage he/she took to jus thinking of ending their lives like this...
This incident really bring back my memories...
Of having the thoughts to kill myself jus few mths ago...

But i'm a very timid person...

I won't choose to end my life by jumping off a building coz i dun have the courage...
I have thought of taking pills n jus leave peacefully...

I really have these thoughts to end my life...


Please dun be surprise for frens who read my blog...

Those things really came thru my mind that time...

I noe i'm really pessimistic...
But thanks to all of u who stood by my side...

My family, my frens & my colleagues...

Really thank you all...
If not for u all, i may not be here blogging... =)

Hahaha...guessed that i'm being really emo today...

dunno wat's happening to me...

Maybe pple jus feel down at times...


I really hate myself for being so Pessimistic...
Why can't I just let go?? Why can't I just move on??


8:29 PM, ♥Ting Ting♥


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